Thursday, 29 September 2016

Letter to My Daughter



My Dearest Michelle,

As you turn 18 today, I want you to know that this letter is not filled with advice. It does not contain instructions on what you are going to do in future. It is a letter to enable me to share a few words of love from a father. It is also meant to serve as a reminder of all the things your mother and I have taught you in all the 18 years since you came into our lives. We have always talked to you and we know you have been listening. The time has now come for you to follow, out of your own free will, all the wisdom we have imparted on you.

Wherever you go in the country or in the world, know that you will always have a home to come back to. Although legally you are an adult, you will always be my little girl and as such I will always protect you.

You are now a young woman and men, some my age or even older, will take notice of you. Their interest in you will not always be noble. Majority of them will want to sleep with you but will not be interested in your welfare if you fall pregnant or get infected with STIs. I would ask you to think of such things whenever you get such requests. Maintain your self control and remember that the brightness of your future is not in the hands of a man. It is under your own control.

I am willing to educate you for as long and as far as you are willing and able to go. All I ask from you is to strive and do your best. The worst possible life is one filled with regrets where you would wish you worked harder. Now is your chance to ensure a life without regrets.

I know you will make it in life because you are a go-getter. Now is the time to set your goals in life. It is never too early to set targets of what you want to achieve particularly economically. Setting your goals in your 18th year will help you to attain unbelievable achievements and set you on a path to freedom.

My daughter, I am happiest when you, your mother, and sister are happy. You know that as a family we have always valued quality time with each other when we can share and laugh with each other. I would like you to know that you will not be any happier than when you can be with those you love and let go of all inhibitions. I want you to always have something to be happy about.

As you go out to face the world, you will meet diverse people. Some you will like and some you won’t. You will hit it off with some while you will not be able to stand others. Make sure you respect them all and spare any judgement you may have on any of them. Instead of worrying about people, work on yourself so that you can draw the right people in your life. Exercise a positive attitude at all times.

These are tempting times but I would like you to take good care of your dignity and integrity. Do not give them up at any cost. They are all you have and they will enable to get all you will ever want or need.
Finally dear Michelle, always smile. You will be able to do this if you can think of all the things that are going well in your life. Have a Happy Birthday!

From Your Loving Father

Saturday, 30 July 2016

Father of Three, Daddy of Two



I became a father,four days after I turned 25. I was both excited and worried. Excited because my daughter, Michelle, was the most beautiful new born baby I had ever set my eyes on. Worried because I was jobless and had no idea how I was going to raise my young family.

Labour of Love
Michelle had attempted to arrive two weeks earlier in what the doctors referred to as ‘False Labour’. It is an interesting concept in that it is exactly like normal labour but for one difference. There is no baby at the end.
Besides what I had seen in movies, I had never experienced such passionate screaming prior to that visit to Pumwani Maternity Hospital in the wee hours of the morning. As my brother and I waited on a bench in the gloomy corridor, we at first thought that it was some kind of crusade. Only later did we realise that it was women in labour. It was an unnerving experience that greatly raised my respect for mothers.

Hawking doughnuts with my wife when she was heavy with child had enabled us to pay the bill at Pumwani. It had also afforded us napkins (disposable diapers were out of the question), and a few other clothes and items for our new baby. We almost named our baby “Reform”, which was the nickname of the doughnuts we were selling at the time (owing to the calls for constitutional reforms then).

‘Cord Prolapse!’
“Cord prolapse! Cord prolapse!” Those are the words a nurse came out shouting when my wife went in to a small nursing home near the area we lived in then during the birth of our second born. We didn’t know what she was talking about but it sounded serious, especially judging by the worried look on her face. We later came to learn that it is a situation that arises during child birth when the umbilical cord attempts to come out before the baby.

It was a serious situation that called for an emergency caesarean section failure to which we could have lost the mother, the baby, or both. I don’t know what the moralists would say on this but at that time if I had had to make a choice; I would have opted to save the mother. Anyhow, that was not the worst of the problem. The nursing home did not have theatre facilities and so my wife had to be moved urgently to another hospital.

By that time I had secured a job as a taxi driver and my boss was gracious enough to allow me to use my cab to transfer my wife. I remember us arriving at the small but well equipped hospital and the surgeon coming out to examine my wife. He started to raise her skirt then he noticed me and asked me to excuse him. I left the room and it was ironical that I was willing to leave the room as another man looked under my wife’s skirt.

After four hours of anxious waiting, my wife and our new daughter, Hellen, were wheeled out of the operating theatre. They were both okay and my heart was filled with so much delight. My daughter was sleeping peacefully, oblivious of how closely she almost missed joining us. Looking at her then, I thought to myself, “She was worth every single drop of tears and sweat that she had induced in us”.

The One We Never Met
My wife and I had always planned to have two children from the time we married. However, we were not completely opposed to one more. She conceived and we were happy about it. This pregnancy however, was not going to be like the other two. From very early on, it was riddled with problems. A few weeks after its confirmation, my wife started to bleed and went to hospital. On examination, she was told she had lost the pregnancy. She was treated and cleaned out. We decided then that we were not going to have any more children. We would appreciate, love, and take care of the two we already had. We have not regretted that decision because I believe ours are the most wonderful girls in the whole wide world.

P.S. A miscarriage is something that parents never get over. There will always be questions of  how the baby would have turned out and those 'what ifs' require a lot of support especially for the mother, but also for the father.

Monday, 18 July 2016

Discovering the Link between Alaska and Lake Nakuru


One of the unique advantages I had as a cab driver was meeting diverse people from all corners of the globe. It was a forum which afforded me ‘one on one’ discussions with the most unbelievable characters. These ranged from international celebrities traveling incognito, to ordinary people with extra-ordinary stories. Like I have mentioned before, every morning was exciting because I couldn’t tell who I would be meeting.

One morning, I was dispatched by control to go and pick a client at a charitable organization known as Samaritan’s Purse. They used to have an office in the Kileleshwa estate. When I drove into the compound, I didn’t expect much to come out of this assignment because most jobs to the place involved taking someone on some short errands around town. I was however still happy because they had some kind and interesting people. The client that I picked up that morning was not even a staff member of the organization. She was a university student from Alaska on a learning tour. She was accompanied by a friend who was also a student from Uganda.

On that day, I drove the two girls around town in the usual style of the organization. They were however quite lively company and they asked a lot of questions about Kenya. I was pleased to share all I knew about our beautiful country. This also gave me the courage to ask about their respective countries. While the weather and landscape of Uganda does not vary much with Kenya, the culture and traditions do and I listened to the Ugandan with a lot of interest. The Alaskan was happy to learn so much about Africa that having been her first on the continent. The Ugandan and I also demanded that she tell us about Alaska and her descriptions made us realize how different the place was from anything we have ever known in Africa.

The girl’s father operated a transport business in Alaska. She explained to us that Alaska is one place where transport of the kind we are used to cannot be run quite so easily. This is because there is a poor road network. It is not that Alaska is a poor country (It is one of the states of America). It is because the vast majority of the land area is perpetually covered by ice – either above or below the ground. This ice is constantly cracking up and shifting and any road built upon it soon disintegrates. It is for this reason therefore that this girl’s dad operated a fleet of small commuter airplanes to help move Alaskans from one frozen town to another.

After the errands of the first day, the girls wanted to see something interesting outside Nairobi. They settled for Lake Nakuru National park, and they wanted me to take them – in Romeo One! I couldn’t believe what good luck my big mouth had got me. I was excited to be going out of town again but I wished it didn’t have to be in Romeo One. It was then that one of those fortunes (or misfortunes depending on whose point of view you are taking) happened. Someone was fired and I was in line for a promotion to become a class one driver. I was not due for it so soon but I had a good bargaining chip – I had just closed the Lake Nakuru trip deal and I needed a more presentable car.

The car in question was code-named Lima-Lima and it was a dream car for me under my circumstances then. It was a saloon this time and it was fully loaded. I couldn’t get enough of the electric windows, power steering, and air conditioning. I was as excited as a small boy getting his first toy car. I got the car on the day before we were due to depart for Nakuru and I couldn’t wait to show it off to my new clients.

On the appointed day, the car did not disappoint, and neither did the girls. We chatted the whole way and Nakuru appeared to be unbelievably close. We arrived at around 2 p.m. and checked into the Lake Nakuru Lodge. I had been concerned about what I would do about accommodation since this was a tourist class hotel and I knew couldn’t afford it with the small allowance I had been given. However, I needed not to have worried. There were rooms for drivers being offered for only three hundred shillings inclusive of meals served at the main dining room. I checked into my small room and I was quite happy that having been my first time ever to sleep in a hotel (and experience the comforts of an en-suite room, albeit a modest one!)

Late afternoon on the first day, we went for a game drive and it was remarkable to see such a large number of different animals crammed in a park the size of Lake Nakuru. We got to see rhinos, zebras, water bucks, buffaloes, Thompson’s gazelles, and of course, the famous flamingos and pelicans. We even saw lions – on a tree! The Alaskan pointed out that there is no single place in Alaska where you can find so many animals. The most common, she said, were reindeer (I had always thought that they were fairy tale creatures in Santa Claus stories). We had a really good time which culminated in a grand full course dinner (It was my first time to use fork and knife and I had to copy what I saw others doing) and by the time we were through, I was almost blacking out from sleep.

The following day we went for an early morning game drive. We then went back to the hotel, picked up our lunch packs, and headed back to Nairobi. It had been one of the best trips I had ever taken and one which involved many firsts for me. One similarity between Lake Nakuru and Alaska that I came to learn about was the fact that they both contain a lot of water. The main difference is that one has permanently frozen water with almost no life while the other has life giving water in liquid form. One is arctic while the other one is equatorial. One is owned by a rich country while the other belongs to a (slowly) developing country.

P.S. I am currently reading the book “Alaska” by James Michener and was surprised to learn that Alaska was initially controlled by Russia who sold it to America for 7.2 million dollars in 1865. I wonder if it was worth it!

Tuesday, 14 June 2016

A Mother’s Love


When I was small boy, I had a dream. It was not one of those grand dreams of becoming a doctor or amassing great wealth. It was to own a particular piece of clothing. We called it kamũbuto ga tũmĩkanda. Loosely translated, it meant a small trouser with straps. It was what today is referred to as dungaree and judging from how popular it is I would not be bragging if I say my superior fashion taste came before its time. Anyhow, I eventually got my dungaree (and I treasured it, although it was pink), thanks to the unrelenting efforts of my beloved mother.
Setting out the plates on the floor, she would serve all of us, each according to his or her size and respective appetite. My big brother and I of course, would ravenously eat half of everything. We never missed a meal in all our lives and when I look at my mother today, I am simply amazed at how she did it.
My mother never let us out of the house without shoes. This was at a time when other kids in our village only wore shoes on Christmas day. At a time when there were no mitumba (second hand clothes), she always ensured we were well dressed in brand new clothes. When mitumba came, we got camera (which is the term used for premium quality mitumba – selected from the bale first before the masses swoop in).
I don’t remember my mother caning me or any of my siblings as a form of discipline. The only thing I recall was a particular pinch which she would inflict on the part of the arm that usually sags in plus size women. The pinch was unique in that its pain would linger for long minutes after it had been delivered. The lack of spanking did not compromise our discipline judging from the impeccable manners inherent in my siblings and I (although in some instances, I turn out to be a black sheep).
One night when I was about ten, I woke up moaning in the middle of the night with a severe stomach ache. My mother rushed in and enquired what the matter was. She then went to the kitchen (which was outdoors in a separate structure) and came back with a piece of cloth soaked in water. She proceeded to dab my belly and within a few minutes, the pain was gone and I went back to slumber land with a smile on my face. I later often used my mother’s method of cooling a tummy ache for many years when I suffered severe acidity.
There was no hospital, dispensary, clinic, or any other form of health care facility in the village where we grew up. The only health centre available to us was in another town where we had to go by bus. It was known by the strange name of njini (I have no idea what it was derived from) but it was here that my mother faithfully took us every time we fell sick. I can remember her lovingly placing me on her lap as the nurse injected me with one of the killer needles of those days. They were so big you could clearly see the hole through which the medicine would flow into your blood stream. I guess they had to be because they were reusable and used to be boiled in water as a way of disinfecting them.
I think my mother did a decent job of bringing us up because we are now all stable with children of our own. She is now retired and has been in relatively good health until a few years ago when she was diagnosed with breast cancer.
Cancer is a really bad disease because even as you fight it, it fights back. She has been treated locally and also in India where she is currently on her third visit. Her doctors say that her chances of full recovery are good but as a family, we have run really low on the required finances.
It is therefore my humble appeal to all of you friends and well wishers to support us with whatever you are able to so that my mother can be treated and return back home to us. You can use the Mchanga platform below for any contribution. Thank you for your support.



 
 
 

 

Wednesday, 8 October 2014

My Better Half – A Tribute



All I have ever written in this blog is true and is based on actual events. I have put herein, recollections of my adventures and experiences. I have always tried to look at those events from my own perspective since I do not want to give other people’s stories without their consent. All my stories however, inevitably involve other people. In all the instances that I have had to talk about them, I have been anonymous and never mentioned their names. It is however possible for those who know them to deduce their identity. Any harm caused by this recognition is negligible but in cases where a negative effect was felt, I ask the concerned persons to forgive me.

Now that I have given a disclaimer, the person I want to dedicate this blog post to is one whose permission I do not need to seek. I will take it upon myself to disclose what she means to me. She has been in the back ground of all my stories and has often heard about them first hand as they were happening. She has been there as I grew up, learnt and gained experience in difference things. She has often believed in me when I found it hard to believe in myself. She has influenced every sector of my life – for the better.

I married at 24, at a time when I was not very sure of myself. I had nothing then; no job, no money, no experience, and no connections. We lived in a single room and used to cook on a kerosene stove. The only thing I had was a little knowledge in fixing things, and making cakes. I could also make doughnuts and that is what formed our first business. We would sleep at 11 p.m. after kneading the dough, and wake up at 4 a.m. to roll out and fry the doughnuts. By 8 a.m., my wife, then heavy with child, would be out and about with a bucket full of  doughnuts getting people to buy around the shopping centre in our village.

She was a keen student and within no time, she could make a better cake than me and sell more doughnuts too. She even got some doughnut customers at a construction site who would pay at month end. It was her prowess in business which made me realise that she should be in full time business instead of seeking employment. I also came to learn that she was extremely good with people and could make a friend in the unlikeliest of circumstances. I remember one time she was at a supermarket buying some items for baking. The cashier asked her if she was going to make a cake. She replied she was and went further to tell him that she actually did it as a business. They got to talking and by the time she had finished paying for her items, she had gotten an order for a cake – From the cashier!

It is not common to see women who are close with their mothers in law. My sweetheart on the other hand, is anything but common. She and my mum get along quite well. It was not easy for either of them at the beginning, but they both stuck it out until they overcame the usual negative energy that haunts many such relationships. It made me proud to see them go off to India together when my mum was receiving cancer treatment. They talk about their trip together like school girls – Completely at ease with each other.

I have come to realise that the best form of parenting is through example. I am therefore happy to note that my wife has been able to pass her best traits to our two daughters Michelle and Hellen. When I get home from work and the three of them compete to hug me, it makes my heart melt with joy and love for them. I find myself looking forward to those hugs all day. They somehow make all my efforts in life worthwhile.

I have achieved many goals. I have had many failures. I have been through tough times and also enjoyed good ones. Through it all, my wife has always been behind me – encouraging me, supporting me, dreaming with me, celebrating with me, and mourning with me. I am a man today because of her. I can be called a father because she agreed to be a mother. I am grateful to God for blessing me with such a wonderful wife. The space here is not enough to fully describe her but hey, a man can try! I could not have asked for a better wife than Rahab Wanjiru Githombothi. With her, I hope to soar even higher.